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You say you don’t know why we even broke up, so let’s be honest. I gave up a long time ago. I know you felt it, cause I could even remember that exact moment when I let it all go. I remember the exact moment I stopped trying, the exact moment that I just…didn’t care anymore. I just didn’t want to admit it. I didn’t wanna say it out loud because I just didn’t want it to be true. I was hoping so badly that feelings would just come back, but they didn’t. Things just weren’t the same anymore. From that moment on, I wasn’t the same anymore. It wasn’t fair to you, but I held on simply because I was selfish. You were part of my daily routine, you were all I ever knew. I knew that if things ended we’d probably never speak again. I just didn’t want you to leave, but at the same time I knew I couldn’t stay anymore. Yeah, I did enjoy your company. Yes, I had love for you but I knew I could never give you anything more then that. You held it all in, let all my shit slide. Stood there in silence because although you were hurting you didn’t want to see the end of us. I did you wrong, and I’m sorry.
